Tired sick pissed annoyed fustrated confused. That’s how I feel since I woke up. Why u ask? Ill tell u why.
Because people use me
Because people back stab me
Because people take advantage of me
Because people put me in the middle of things
Because people think my life is easy
Because people think its ok without asking
Because people don’t understand me
Because people think I’m always mean
Because people like to play me
Because people only talk to me if they want something
Because people ignore me
Because people are stubborn and selfish
Because people think.
I moved in the city for a reason. And that’s to change and start over. But I’m a dumbass. That’s the answer, I’m all of what I said in the beginning because I’M A DUMBASS.
Thank you, have a nice day.
Margaret Cho was pretty hilarious last night except when she sang. She sang too loud and u couldn’t even understand half of the shit she said. When I was by the door to leave, I heard her sing again like her tryin to hit a high note, so glad I left at that moment. But her merch was cool lol she was selling cute underwear. I wanted to buy it but it was like 30 bucks.
Anyways, ummm idk. People r weird one min I can have a really good convo with someone and then the next day they won’t even talk to me or even look at me. Its so confusing and I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. But that’s my life story I guess.
We’ll see what happens tonight at the Mary J. Blige shoooowww. She better play her old stuff cuz her new stuff aint cuttin it.
Ohhh I forgot to tell u guys if any of u care…..I read in the Rolling Stones mag that Bob Dylan is coming out with a mono cd full of tracks from the late 1960’s how HE wanted to hear it. Actually its out now. Same with the Beatles stuff too. Seriously there is a HUGE ass differences between mono and stereo. U’ll hear instruments that are there but were coverd up. I want to get it and listen to the differences. That’s so exciting! People r listenin to more vinyl and now they r gettin into mono cds. But u can tell how much the music business is hurting. Its ok I think something is gonna happen soon that’s gonna fix it.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately. I’ve been treated like shit throughout my life (still am). I personally think I’m a good person. I do things for others before I think about myself. But A lot of people like talking down on me, first thinking I would never graduate highschool. Look where I’m at now. But it’s still not stuck in their heads, so they say I won’t graduate college. I have an A.A. In Liberal Arts. AND I’m in the process of getting my Bachelor’s degree. They still don’t care……but why does it matter to me why they think that? If I know I can be successful and my parents know I can be successful, why the fuck do I care about what u think?
So I want u to know. I don’t care anymore. I’m not doing this for u. I’m doing this for my family, the people who care about me. Why should I waste my mind on negative people? You know what’s funny though. I know in the end, those people who talked shit about me, you are going to be the first ones to ask me for something….
Anyways another thing that’s not too serious. People at work think I’m not tough or whatever because they think I’m not in the “ghetto” or “hood.” First off, I don’t need to be from anywhere to beat a bitch up. And secondly, who gives a fuck about the “ghetto” or “hood” people who live there made it the way it is and either u deal with it or u work ur ass off to get ur family out of it. People put like being ghetto on a high mark, but why? Its dirty anyways. Soooo ya. I’m not a hood bitch, but I can beat a bitch up. ThaEnd.
Dear Drake,
U probably have the worst fan base ever.
Kthanks.
All the fake gangstas were out tonight and some of YOUSSS got jumped (which was well deserved). You probably actually started the fight, but ended up losing because no dude would just jump u and NOT steal any of ur two $120 tickets. So u were kicked out for a reason and that reason is doucheness.
Ladies, thank you for showing me everything but ur coochie tonight now I know what an actually slut looks like.
Reason number 586,328 why people didn’t sign up for Young Jeezy. If Drake’s teenage soap oprea ass show was this retardedly stupid, how the hell is Young Jeezy’s show gonna look like.
Tomorrow, Drake show. Thursday, classes of Hell. Friday, Sufjan Stevens (idk who that is). Saturday, Margaret Cho. Sunday, Mary J. Blige. I’m actually kind of kickcited. Working at the theater is making me want to switch to being a Live Sound Engineer. I watch the dudes on the sound boards almost everyday and it just looks like something I could do. Nobody might pay attention to them, but they make the artist u LOVE sound good. Appreciate them.
Boring day. Laid in bed til like 3pm. Thought I heard gunshots outside so I decided this would be the time to get ready and leave the house. Went outside and waited for the bus and came to the conclusion that I think I was dreaming that there were gunshots.
Deposited my check finally…. Did a couple of shit and then headed to work. Let me tell u how much the chicago theater loves Young Jeezy, we need more than 36 ushers and there are only 17 ushers that signed up that night. I’m working Drake wednesday, that’s enough for me. Pluuussss its halloween weekend! Psssh I’m goin to iowa to get wasted. I’m gonna be a wasted banana and no one can stop me.
Review for Belle and Sebastion or however u spell it….boring boring boring. The only thing entertaining is the set. The lights were pretty cool, but they are slow. Even some of their fans were bored of it. They sat outside in the lobby readin a book or talkin on the phones. that’s kind of sad. Newa*aa**yyyyssdsdssss that’s me saying gnight. Gnight
different stuff happend on the Yo Gabba Gabba show today. man, i didnt even know that show was so legit. seriously! they had Green Velvet on today. if u dont know who green velvet is, then im sure u know his percolator dance. anyways…sound design dude who created the songs for the show kept tryin to make me dance with him every show. i was gonna kick his dj lance looking ass, tryin to get me in trouble and shit. anyways…work tomorrow. i think tomorrow is Belle and Sebastian….? idk who they are but imma find out
